Burial’s “Rival Dealer” hit an emotional high point for electronic music

In Hear This, A.V. Club writers sing the praises of songs they know well. This week, we’re highlighting the songs we’ve listened to the most this year from our iTunes or on our Spotifys, Rdios, or stereos.
Burial, “Rival Dealer” (2013)
According to my iTunes play count, the song I’ve listened to the most this year is Bernard Herrmann’s “Main Title” from Taxi Driver—but I’m fairly certain that’s every year, thanks to the shuffle algorithm that is my iTunes’ deep, suicidal depression. But the song I voluntarily chose to listen to the most this year is an altogether different, though equally noirish vision of rain-soaked city streets: Burial’s “Rival Dealer,” a tune that emerged, as is William Bevan’s now-traditional wont, at the tail end of December, dropped onto the Internet once again with no advance warning or even much in the way of cover art to announce it. And as usual, it was the perfect music to spend a cold, dark Chicago winter unpacking.
Unusually, this time there was actually a legitimate story to unravel. The very private Bevan released a message a couple days after the Rival Dealer EP debuted, saying he saw his new tracks as “anti-bullying tunes that could maybe help someone to believe in themselves, to not be afraid, and to not give up, and to know that someone out there cares and is looking out for them.” But even if he hadn’t released that statement, the songs would have said that for themselves.
Already one of the most emotional producers in electronic music, Burial’s three newest tracks play out like a miniature melodrama, whose fragmented dialogue suggests a loose narrative of teen runaways grappling with sexual identity, and finding courage and acceptance among their peers and, most importantly, themselves. It’s a piece that never fails to put a lump in the throat of even me—a squarely domesticated thirtysomething. I can only imagine how it resonates with people who actually feel like they exist on any sort of fringe.