Robert Durst—the millionaire former fugitive who’s currently on trial for one of several murders he’s been linked to over the course of his life—has said he was on methamphetamine during the filming of The Jinx, the hit HBO docu-series that brought him to national attention. “I was on meth, I was on meth the whole time…it should have been obvious,” Durst said in a 2015 interview with prosecutors, the transcript of which was filed in a Los Angeles court yesterday. “I think the reason I did it had to be because I was swooped, speeding.” (Durst’s lawyers have previously said that he was “tricked” into doing the show.)