It’s an emotional journey, and I couldn’t be more grateful for the fact that it doesn’t go for anything more grandiose than Joshua Tree-era U2. We’re so conditioned for spectacle from series finales that we’ll argue for more than a decade over an abrupt cut to black; “START” gives The Americans my favorite type of TV ending: One that ends a chapter in its characters’ lives, but not the whole story. I was always of the belief that The Americans had at least one good on-the-lam season in it, but I’ll settle for that playing offscreen, especially since the Jennings’ return to the USSR is not without consequence.

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“All of our stories are fucked up,” Joe Weisberg told The A.V. Club at the end of season five, and it’s true to the last. “START” is a series of fucked-up decisions and fucked-up farewells, the everyday stuff of life warped by the characters’ line of work. Philip and Elizabeth stay together without the kids. Paige gets off the train to freedom to go slug shots of vodka in an empty safe house. Elizabeth appeals to the neighborly bond between the Jennings and the Beemans, and then totally lies to Stan about not killing people. (She just shot Tatiana, and just told Philip about it!) This is as happy as endings get on The Americans—nobody’s in a shallow grave or a suitcase or a pool of blood on a prison floor.

I’m grasping at some sort of larger, more profound point to wrap these recaps up in, when I should probably take a cue from the show and decline the grand gesture. Because even when the Jennings have finally, finally uncovered some information of global significance, The Americans still finds its most pointed and poignant material on a micro level. Getting the intelligence about the KGB coup to Russia isn’t the driving force of “START”—getting the Jennings there is. Weisberg and Fields have always been quick to point out that The Americans is first and foremost a show about a marriage, and their series finale backs that up. The episode begins with Philip anxiously awaiting Elizabeth’s arrival, and ends with the couple gazing at the landscape that represents their past, present, and future. They’ve made tremendous sacrifices to get there, which “START” emphasizes in manners touching, shocking, and conclusive.

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The dream Elizabeth has on the plane ends when she finds she’s in bed alone; later, fantasizing about the life in Russia she didn’t have, she frames her meeting with Philip as an inevitability. The Americans exists in the space between those fictions: The spies who loved each other as part of the job, then loved each other in spite of the job. For years, they gave themselves away to their country, trying to build a better world that was always just out of reach. Elizabeth was a true believer, but Philip was swayed by other philosophies. They cannot return to their adopted country, and their homeland will appear completely alien to them. Standing on that bridge, all they have is each other.

“I saw them out of their disguises, once,” Father Andrei tells Aderholt. Now we can say the same thing. I can’t think of a better image for The Americans to end on.

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Stray observations