Laura Dean, First Second, and the rise of queer romance in YA comics
High school student Freddy is a sexually active lesbian who has no hang-ups about her sexual orientation. She’s not worried about coming out and surrounds herself with other proud queer teens. She lives a charmed life with one big exception: She’s trapped in a toxic romance. The tortured lead of a new First Second graphic novel, Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me, Freddy bypasses a lot of the usual challenges for queer leads in YA stories. Those early moments in a teenager’s sexual awakening are important, but they are just the start of a journey that gets more complicated as romantic relationships develop. Writer Mariko Tamaki and artist Rosemary Valero O’Connell are more interested in what happens later, examining adolescent passion and alienation through Freddy’s unstable partnership with the titular heartbreaker.
The cover of Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me captures the book’s core conflict in one alluring image. Laura blocks Freddy from the reader’s view, and Laura’s hands are delicately wrapped around Laura’s neck, but this isn’t a moment of tenderness. It’s a moment of detached evaluation. What we see of Freddy’s face is one eye looking at Laura, depicting how Freddy cuts herself off from the world around her when she fixates on her girlfriend. The physical connection is part of what pulls Freddy away from her friends, but she also gets trapped in her anxieties about their relationship, focusing all her attention inward and ignoring others when they need her.
Mariko Tamaki’s collaborations with her cartoonist cousin, Jillian Tamaki—Skim and This One Summer—are YA comic book classics, offering insightful, sensitive depictions of adolescent joys and challenges. It’s been four years since This One Summer became the first graphic novel to receive the prestigious Caldecott Honor, and while Jillian has been drawing short comics, children’s books, and editorial illustrations since then, Mariko has done a lot of licensed work for DC (Supergirl: Being Super), Marvel (Hulk, X-23), and Dark Horse (Tomb Raider). Mariko gains a new collaborator in Rosemary Valero-O’Connell for her return to creator-owned graphic novels, but the spirit of Jillian’s artwork can still be felt in the care and specificity of Valero-O’Connell’s imagery.
Valero-O’Connell gained significant industry attention when her comic, What Is Left, was nominated for Best Coloring and Best Single Issue/One-Shot at last year’s Eisner Awards. Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me doesn’t show the full breadth of her abilities, with its single, pale pink color, but it does highlight how well she can use it to alter atmosphere, add dimension to her linework, and punctuate emotional moments. The visual storytelling is precise and thoughtful, and it’s evident that the artist has spent a lot of time designing spaces that feel lived in and characters who immediately exhibit specific personalities. Lush arrangements of greenery are a key visual motif, adding an element of natural beauty to the panels while evoking different emotional responses.
There’s a very subtle but powerful panel transition early on that brilliantly uses panel composition, borders, and gutters to emphasize a pivotal moment in Freddy and Laura’s relationship. As Freddy frantically searches for Laura during a school dance, she opens a door to find her girlfriend making out with someone else. The panel border disappears as Freddy makes her way through the door, turning the gutter into the door frame so it looks like Freddy is melting into the page. The following panel functions as an exclamation point, zooming in on Freddy’s eye as she discovers the infidelity and is thrown into a state of heartbroken shock. These small visual touches make this moment stand out, establishing doorways as an essential object in their relationship. And surely enough, a door plays a major part in the climax of Freddy and Laura’s arc.
-
games The provocative and cruel Horses is mostly stick, with little carrot By Catherine Masters December 13, 2025 | 10:00am
-
film Titane director Julia Ducournau returns with Alpha trailer By Matt Schimkowitz December 12, 2025 | 7:00pm
-
film Zootopia 2 has made a billion dollars in two-and-a-half weeks By Matt Schimkowitz December 12, 2025 | 5:49pm
-
tv Amazon nukes AI-generated Fallout recaps By Matt Schimkowitz December 12, 2025 | 4:13pm
-
games Metroid Prime 4 has too much talking for Samus to still be silent By Maddy Myers December 12, 2025 | 3:00pm
-
film The trailer for Andy Serkis' Animal Farm won't help with your book report By Matt Schimkowitz December 12, 2025 | 2:28pm
-
games Knights Of The Old Republic director to head up new Star Wars game By Farouk Kannout December 12, 2025 | 2:04pm
-
film Bad taste and moral panic are the lasting legacy of Silent Night, Deadly Night By Greg Cwik December 12, 2025 | 12:00pm
-
tv HBO teases new Euphoria, Larry David, and much more in 2026 sizzle reel [Updated] By Drew Gillis December 12, 2025 | 10:23am
-
music Dropping Apple Music saved me from becoming a lean-back listener By Matt Schimkowitz December 12, 2025 | 9:00am
-
games There's not quite enough John Carpenter in John Carpenter's Toxic Commando By Elijah Gonzalez December 12, 2025 | 6:00am
-
tv A haunting and hilarious Pluribus stresses "The Gap" between Carol and Manousos By Noel Murray December 12, 2025 | 3:00am
-
aux Trump issues executive order shutting down states' efforts to regulate AI By William Hughes December 11, 2025 | 11:20pm
-
film This teaser trailer for the new Street Fighter movie is goofy as hell By William Hughes December 11, 2025 | 9:51pm
-
film Will politics ruin Tom Cruise's dream of dying in space? By William Hughes December 11, 2025 | 9:17pm
-
film Ryan Coogler says he turned down Academy invite because he's just not into judging things By William Hughes December 11, 2025 | 8:40pm
-
aux New York passes landmark laws to tentatively start regulating AI use in ads and films By William Hughes December 11, 2025 | 7:12pm
-
film Jennifer Lawrence and Josh Hutcherson are returning to the Hunger Games arena By Matt Schimkowitz December 11, 2025 | 5:54pm
-
film Sundance winner Atropia wages a tepid satirical war on the War On Terror By Natalia Keogan December 11, 2025 | 4:00pm
-
latest Netflix's in-house scammer found guilty of fraud By Matt Schimkowitz December 11, 2025 | 4:00pm
-
film Liam Neeson adds anti-vaccination documentary to Oscar-winning filmography By Matt Schimkowitz December 11, 2025 | 2:55pm
-
aux, news John Cameron Mitchell is Oh, Mary!'s next Mrs. Lincoln By Drew Gillis December 11, 2025 | 1:43pm
-
tv Clear eyes, full hearts, and a Friday Night Lights reunion heading to ATX TV Festival By Matt Schimkowitz December 11, 2025 | 1:05pm
-
games Once a novelty, full-motion video is now a useful tool for game designers By Farouk Kannout December 11, 2025 | 1:00pm
-
film Krypto returns for another round in the booze-soaked Supergirl trailer By Matt Schimkowitz December 11, 2025 | 12:00pm
-
news Disney partners with OpenAI while hitting Google with cease and desist By Drew Gillis December 11, 2025 | 11:59am
-
film A sensational sensory delight, Resurrection revels in the past and present of film By Jacob Oller December 11, 2025 | 11:00am
-
film Charli xcx takes aim at brat brand in first full The Moment trailer By Drew Gillis December 11, 2025 | 10:08am
-
music Paste's best EPs of 2025 By Matt Mitchell, Paste Staff December 11, 2025 | 9:30am
-
games Hades II—and its heroine—asks why we fight for the status quo By Madeline Blondeau December 11, 2025 | 9:00am
-
tv Heated Rivalry raises the bar for queer sex on TV By Hunter Ingram December 11, 2025 | 6:00am
-
tv What to watch on Hulu: The best shows streaming right now By The A.V. Club December 10, 2025 | 7:32pm
-
tv American mockumentaries somehow got both nicer and more realistic this year By Saloni Gajjar December 10, 2025 | 4:00pm
-
games Strategy is ever-shifting in the board game Trinket Trove By Keith Law December 10, 2025 | 2:00pm
-
music Has The xx’s debut album always sounded this limp and dull? By Benny Sun December 10, 2025 | 1:30pm
-
news CBS moves Tony Dokoupil from Mornings to Evening News By Drew Gillis December 10, 2025 | 12:53pm
-
film Ella McCay resides in the emotional uncanny valley By Caroline Siede December 10, 2025 | 12:00pm
-
music Well-lubed and swerving all together: Drive-By Truckers get back to Decoration Day By Matt Mitchell December 10, 2025 | 12:00pm
-
film, news, tv Sundance Film Festival unveils 2026 Features and Episodic Program By Drew Gillis December 10, 2025 | 12:00pm
-
games After 20 years of airbending, Avatar Legends delivers the series' first good game By Elijah Gonzalez December 10, 2025 | 11:00am