Laura Dean, First Second, and the rise of queer romance in YA comics
High school student Freddy is a sexually active lesbian who has no hang-ups about her sexual orientation. She’s not worried about coming out and surrounds herself with other proud queer teens. She lives a charmed life with one big exception: She’s trapped in a toxic romance. The tortured lead of a new First Second graphic novel, Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me, Freddy bypasses a lot of the usual challenges for queer leads in YA stories. Those early moments in a teenager’s sexual awakening are important, but they are just the start of a journey that gets more complicated as romantic relationships develop. Writer Mariko Tamaki and artist Rosemary Valero O’Connell are more interested in what happens later, examining adolescent passion and alienation through Freddy’s unstable partnership with the titular heartbreaker.
The cover of Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me captures the book’s core conflict in one alluring image. Laura blocks Freddy from the reader’s view, and Laura’s hands are delicately wrapped around Laura’s neck, but this isn’t a moment of tenderness. It’s a moment of detached evaluation. What we see of Freddy’s face is one eye looking at Laura, depicting how Freddy cuts herself off from the world around her when she fixates on her girlfriend. The physical connection is part of what pulls Freddy away from her friends, but she also gets trapped in her anxieties about their relationship, focusing all her attention inward and ignoring others when they need her.
Mariko Tamaki’s collaborations with her cartoonist cousin, Jillian Tamaki—Skim and This One Summer—are YA comic book classics, offering insightful, sensitive depictions of adolescent joys and challenges. It’s been four years since This One Summer became the first graphic novel to receive the prestigious Caldecott Honor, and while Jillian has been drawing short comics, children’s books, and editorial illustrations since then, Mariko has done a lot of licensed work for DC (Supergirl: Being Super), Marvel (Hulk, X-23), and Dark Horse (Tomb Raider). Mariko gains a new collaborator in Rosemary Valero-O’Connell for her return to creator-owned graphic novels, but the spirit of Jillian’s artwork can still be felt in the care and specificity of Valero-O’Connell’s imagery.
Valero-O’Connell gained significant industry attention when her comic, What Is Left, was nominated for Best Coloring and Best Single Issue/One-Shot at last year’s Eisner Awards. Laura Dean Keeps Breaking Up With Me doesn’t show the full breadth of her abilities, with its single, pale pink color, but it does highlight how well she can use it to alter atmosphere, add dimension to her linework, and punctuate emotional moments. The visual storytelling is precise and thoughtful, and it’s evident that the artist has spent a lot of time designing spaces that feel lived in and characters who immediately exhibit specific personalities. Lush arrangements of greenery are a key visual motif, adding an element of natural beauty to the panels while evoking different emotional responses.
There’s a very subtle but powerful panel transition early on that brilliantly uses panel composition, borders, and gutters to emphasize a pivotal moment in Freddy and Laura’s relationship. As Freddy frantically searches for Laura during a school dance, she opens a door to find her girlfriend making out with someone else. The panel border disappears as Freddy makes her way through the door, turning the gutter into the door frame so it looks like Freddy is melting into the page. The following panel functions as an exclamation point, zooming in on Freddy’s eye as she discovers the infidelity and is thrown into a state of heartbroken shock. These small visual touches make this moment stand out, establishing doorways as an essential object in their relationship. And surely enough, a door plays a major part in the climax of Freddy and Laura’s arc.
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